Transparent

I hope to become more transparent because of this blog. I feel like too many of us wear masks around all the damn time, even if we say we do not. YES, we do. I wear a mask around different people and I can feel the change going on inside of me. It eats away at me, and I'm ready to peel back the layers, again. And again. And again. It is an ongoing process, this mask. I take it off, and it re-appears. The ONLY person the mask comes completely off for is my husband.

Currently, I'm a bit ticked off, or maybe ashamed, or maybe stressed, or I don't even know the real word for it, because I've been trying to get this online business of mine off the ground for several months, and it is getting NO WHERE. We are a family of five living on one small income, and that income is the job that my husband has. He works so freaking hard and it seems like no money is made from it. However, the price to be paid for daycare, gas money, and the loss of the peace of mind you have from knowing your kids are ok, are priceless and I would have it no other way. Hoping this kind of takes off soon! I guess I'm not that SAVVY in the workings of the web.

The ultimate goal is to create a website in which we can live off of, and move to Ecuador. Seriously. Yep. I said it. Ecuador. None of our family knows about this. Well, my parents do, but, they know because we KNOW that ultimately they are completely supportive of all that we do. I do not want some of the others to know because I feel like negativity eats away at energy. Why even bother? Right?

Blessings,

Leslie.